Today was a bad day. Nobody seems happy with me, but I don't feel like I've done anything particularly unpleasant to anybody. It's probably because I've been frustrated by other people, and then I've probably been grumpy. And it's no good when I'm grumpy.
I don't want to single anyone out, or explain why I'm upset, I just want to complain a little I guess. Sometimes, I am just pessimistic. And I hate it, but I feel like secretly I think it makes me feel better. I know it doesn't make sense.
And I generally don't actually feel better until I consciously decide to just let it go. To stop feeling sorry for myself, and just forget it. I suppose I should think about doing that now. But anyway, i guess the moral of this post is that being pessimistic doesn't do anybody any good. It didn't do this post any good, and it isn't doing me any good. So when your down, and you don't feel like anybody cares, just let it go. Maybe try to do some service; get your mind off yourself. You decide to feel happy and nobody else can do that for you. So stop whining, and find the good in your situation.
The funny thing is, I have some crazy idea that somebody is actually going to read this. How silly of me. Well if anyone did read this, I'm sorry if you thought it was going to have actual content. My next post will be more optimistic I'm sure.
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