Tuesday, February 19, 2013
...Bad Blogger
I am not very good at blogging. I think my last blog, besides the two I just wrote, was like 3 weeks ago or something. I apologize if you have been waiting anxiously for my next post. Because I know I have like a billion followers. Sorry guys. I might try harder. ;) What a noob.
...Future Missionary
Recently I have started filling out my mission papers, and I am SO excited! I really love the idea of being a missionary, and I just want to go as soon as possible. Quite of few of my friends have recently left for their missions, or are about to go, so it kind of makes me feel restless staying here. But unfortunately, I won't be going for several months. I'll be posting my call once I get it. :)
I really love the age change for missionaries. I have really been wanting to go on a mission, but wasn't sure about waiting until I turned 21, so this really was sort of a miracle for me. :) I pretty much had an aneurism when I heard the announcement. It may have had something to do with the fire we had going in our kitchen, and the fire alarm going off at the time, but it really was wonderful news. :)
I had a dream the other night that I got called to a city in Alaska. How weird would that be if I actually did get called there? For real. We'll have to wait and see I guess. Stay tuned ;)
I really love the age change for missionaries. I have really been wanting to go on a mission, but wasn't sure about waiting until I turned 21, so this really was sort of a miracle for me. :) I pretty much had an aneurism when I heard the announcement. It may have had something to do with the fire we had going in our kitchen, and the fire alarm going off at the time, but it really was wonderful news. :)
I had a dream the other night that I got called to a city in Alaska. How weird would that be if I actually did get called there? For real. We'll have to wait and see I guess. Stay tuned ;)
Friday, February 1, 2013
...Pessimist
Today was a bad day. Nobody seems happy with me, but I don't feel like I've done anything particularly unpleasant to anybody. It's probably because I've been frustrated by other people, and then I've probably been grumpy. And it's no good when I'm grumpy.
I don't want to single anyone out, or explain why I'm upset, I just want to complain a little I guess. Sometimes, I am just pessimistic. And I hate it, but I feel like secretly I think it makes me feel better. I know it doesn't make sense.
And I generally don't actually feel better until I consciously decide to just let it go. To stop feeling sorry for myself, and just forget it. I suppose I should think about doing that now. But anyway, i guess the moral of this post is that being pessimistic doesn't do anybody any good. It didn't do this post any good, and it isn't doing me any good. So when your down, and you don't feel like anybody cares, just let it go. Maybe try to do some service; get your mind off yourself. You decide to feel happy and nobody else can do that for you. So stop whining, and find the good in your situation.
The funny thing is, I have some crazy idea that somebody is actually going to read this. How silly of me. Well if anyone did read this, I'm sorry if you thought it was going to have actual content. My next post will be more optimistic I'm sure.
I don't want to single anyone out, or explain why I'm upset, I just want to complain a little I guess. Sometimes, I am just pessimistic. And I hate it, but I feel like secretly I think it makes me feel better. I know it doesn't make sense.
And I generally don't actually feel better until I consciously decide to just let it go. To stop feeling sorry for myself, and just forget it. I suppose I should think about doing that now. But anyway, i guess the moral of this post is that being pessimistic doesn't do anybody any good. It didn't do this post any good, and it isn't doing me any good. So when your down, and you don't feel like anybody cares, just let it go. Maybe try to do some service; get your mind off yourself. You decide to feel happy and nobody else can do that for you. So stop whining, and find the good in your situation.
The funny thing is, I have some crazy idea that somebody is actually going to read this. How silly of me. Well if anyone did read this, I'm sorry if you thought it was going to have actual content. My next post will be more optimistic I'm sure.
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